How?

How does one grieve
when there has been
no absolute severance,
no death? I wilt, I break,
but I cannot die
to this. Thus, the dying
proceeds for another day.
And another. Another.
The knife blade is serrated,
the cut jagged and
disconsolate.
I weep over the loss
but cannot figure out how
to lose, nor to stanch
the steady drip of
blood, of heart.
--Susan Adams Kauffman